Reality is Cruel

Today I know, no matter how good or nice you treat people, people are not necessary treat you the same way as how you treated them. Sometimes, I rather they lie or hide something to me than I see the real face of them.

The reality is cruel, is really cruel. In another way, maybe you think you are important to them but actually you just a small potato, no one appreciate what you have did, no one appreciate what you said or how real you treated them. We feel happy and proud when we have compliment, everyone of us likes people praise us, WHO DON'T LIKE??? But I won't take every of the compliment seriously because not all the compliment people given to you is true from their heart.

In my point of view, I will think that people praise you are because they want to take advantage of you. Maybe they know people like compliment, so they praise you and you will help them do more things. But I didnt mean all of them. Just few of them will do this. I discover this because I experience it personally, is kinda hurt when you know the truth. They didn't really tell you but the way you ask them question and the way they answered you, you will know it....... But i felt regret of asking this question because after I know the truth, I felt myself like an idiot, like a puppy......

I hope not everyone will do the same thing to me. Besides, i hope i can meet someone good in future. Other than that, im going back to school life, really good and feel enjoy.......

Farewell Dinner

I had a farewell dinner (Full house) with my colleagues on last Thursday. We went to "Niu Che Shui" for a dinner, I went before but didn't really go inside to visit the place but this time I do. This place is still new and not every stall is running business now. The distinctive of this place is most of the stalls sell collectibles and toys. Is really a unique place. I really love this place because it feels like living in childhood. These are the pictures of the place and the restaurant that we had our dinner.

This is the restaurant we had our dinner

Boss's sis, Joey and I

Boss and his GF

The interior design of the restaurant

These pictures are the collectibles which sell in the place.

almost done

Wao, really unbelievable that I'm gonna end my internship soon. Next Saturday, 280309 is my last day of internship. Although is not really end now but when you think the time is coming, you will automatically feel so happy and relax. People always told us, study is so relaxing, happy, flexible, etc. and we always reply them that "NO!" i rather go for work than study. This sentence will come out from our mouth is because we didnt really experience it personally.

When the so call internship comes, we only know they are right, working is really tiring, pressure and no freedom at all, besides, you have to consider alot and alot. Assignments in college, we can simply do or just copy from somewhere and paste it. But when working, we can't do the same thing as what we usually did in college, we will sue by people and we have to follow this law and that...oh....annoying...

But it almost end and i can back to my enjoyable life for 1 more sem...hahha. I know everyone of us has to face the challenging of work in our life, but at least i can have a nice and relaxing life for one more sem before working, haha...

In these 12 weeks, i learnt alot and i grew, sometimes, something bad happened to me in these 3 months, but when you sit there alone and think properly, if there is nothing happen to us at all in these 3 months and we can pass it smoothly, then we wont grow and we will not look forward, we will just stand in the same direction, same way.

Everyone knows as a intern you have to do every single thing what people ordered you, no matter is important, unimportant, related to you or unrelated, you just have to do it. Sometimes, i really feel like crying and feel like going back home and just give up. But when i think wisely, if i give up now, then im gonna fail my internship and my reputation will become very bad. This really help. But i admit that i really learnt something and i appreciated everything that they have taught me. Is really difficult to find someone that will teach you sincerely....

Oh.....i have to stop here d, is kinda long.........hahha......
Wish you all have a wonderful holiday before back to college.....

Family

We will not appreciate something that can get easily. Before my mum leave to USA, i always argue with her and complain a lot and a lot, but now without her, i only found that she is important to me anyway. No matter what she did to me before or how she treated me but then she still my mum, my only mum. I cry when she worry about me, I cry when she says not happy working in USA, I cry for her more than thousand times but without telling her.

I promised to give her a better life in future. I hope i can do it anyway. The only thing i still don't understand is why people still shout at his/her parents for some reasons, they always complain about their parents. Maybe they still don't know how important is his/her parents to them. I just hope you all can spend a little time and think, if your parents leave you, and how you will be.

We are separate in different places, mum - usa, sis - s'pore, bro - ipoh and I in KL right now. We only can meet few times in a year, but i didnt meet my mum for 5 years, is kinda miss her right now and i dont know why i can't control my tears dropping when im thinking about her. I wish to tell her but i don't dare to. I always tell her that i'm ok in here so that she won't worry about me.
The only thing i hope is she will stay happy in USA and always healthy.

So, please appreciate your parents before losing them.

KL's 1st toy art mart!

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*Event details*

WHAT? Joujou & Shugi Toy Art Mart

WHERE? Level 2 & 3 @ The Weld Shopping Centre

WHEN? Every Saturday, 7th March 2009 onwards

TIME? 10:00am until 6:00pm

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PROMOTION RATES FROM AS LOW AS RM45/DAY

Space area:- 6ft x 3ft, tables with cloth provided

HOW TO PARTICIPATE?

Easy! Just send us an email with your contact number to info@thekraftstore.com and our friendly teammate will attend to you. Or ask us anything about the bazaar and we will reply to you within the next 2 days.

For booking or registration, pls email info@thekraftstore.com

We're still open to interested people looking to join us. Promotion rates for rental vary between RM45 and RM60 per day. Valid from now until August 2009. Hesitate no more!

Working Life

I have been long long time didnt post up blog to here. Working is really tiring and especially for these 3 weeks. I work almost everyday even on sat and sun and even public holidays because have to rush some jobs. I didnt really sleep well on this week because that day i woke up at 6am to meet a client and didnt sleep until the next day morning. The saddest part is i just slept for 3 hours and i have to wake up and continue my work.

The next day, one of my best friends came to kl and we hang around together. We went here and there after i left my office. Because of working, i dont really have my own time to do my own thing and my sportful life has gone. Besides, i really feel lonely in this room. Everday i back home, i face 4 walls and no one talk to me. is kinda sad. Sometimes, i feel sad and pressure after work, i can't really talk to anyone when i back home. What can I do is just msn with friends and tell them what i felt. I hate being alone. So, once my friends ask me out, i sure will go out and hang around with them till midnight or "morning". Is tired but it's worth. And i just left night time that i can hang around with my friends because my working time is not fix anyway, i have to standby on weekend.

I dont know why my mood turns bad in this whole week. I didnt really talk much and i dont know why. Maybe because of tired or something else. Other than that, i really hate the troublesome client that i met yesterday. He said some words that really hurt. Kinda sad and bad mood when I meet him. I almost piss off on that time. But what can I do, i just can keep quiet and listen.

Finally i knew, study is always better than working. What i wish now is i can pass this 1 month smoothly. I dont hope i get any troubles and aslo dont hope give any troubles to people. Thats all i want in this and next month.